It is a long time since I posted my last diary. Actually, during this period, I have been working hard on reviewing of all my academic courses, both public and specialized ones, such as Higher Mathematics, Computer Principle and so on. In order to pass all examination that I will take next January with ease, I have to repeat a series of boring actions. What I am doing everyday never go beyond reading, writting and taking trainning exercises. Such a kind of simple life it is, just like what millions of graduate students had in China.
In fact, I never expected to be living in this way. It is not my life style at all. What I need is such a kind of power, more exciting, more dangerous, and more aggressive, with which I can prove the value of my existence in this world. After all, I can find my own way to make dreams come true. However, there is always a deep gap between the reallity and one's ardent wishes. And the journey of life is so long that it will never come to the end. That would probably be the reason why people around always complain about their dull life. They all lack of emotions.
No matter what it is. After all, I am not the god and I can not predict what my future will be. So, never refuse invitaion, never resist the unfamiliar, never fail to polite and never outstay welcome. Just keep mind open and suck in the experience. And if it hurts, it is probably worth it.
