As a mother,I had a sorrowful experience.I seldom mention it .It becomes the pain in my heart forever.After this article, I had a feeling of release.
I have a lovely son.He is more than 4 years old.At the end of last year,we found there was something wrong with his hearing.We took him to see doctor.After a series of examination,the doctor told us he had a certain degree of deaf.That really dealt me a big blow although i had imagined it.I burst into tears and embraced him tightly as if someone would grab him .How and why did this happen? No one knew .My mind went blank,I could not abide to such cruelty.It is unfair for him.
The followed two months,we seeked a cure everywhere.In order to establish the fact,we set out in the morning with hope,and went back in the afternoon in despair.They all told us ,there was no sure cure for this except for fitting a pair of hearing-aids.During that period,when i woke up in the morning,looking at his sound sleeping face,I always suspected ,"was that a nightmare?"When i was on duty,I sat there dumbfoundedly or wandered back and forth without a single word.I refused to take part in any activities.This made my boss very angry with me.One day when i was alone,I had a good cry.
Gradually we accepted the fact and fitted him a pair of hearing-aids.It cost me 15,000 yuan not included 600 yuan's batteries every year.I don't care about it .I think it worthes it.One day ,when we were out,he said happily,"Mum,How sweet the bird sings!I never heard it before." I gave him a tender kiss and wept quietly.
I know when he went to the kindergarten or school ,he might receive an individual attention because of this.I told him "your hearing-aids amount to mum'glasses.Never mind other's curiosity.That is the fact."Of course he is too young to understand this.
My only wish is to give him a normal life like other children.Time heals everything .When I look back those days I am calm but still tired.So i told myself cherish your life even it is common.
