First trial journey in Loveinhere
I wonder what motivated such person to acquire his pleasure at the expense of other's true feelings.
This is a story newly happened to me . This story may have happened to another like me.Anyway, these things happen just around us all the time. Being encouraged by my brother, I started my first trial online journey as to make friends, actually to seek a boyfriend. I am in my small thirties and lead a simple life. I have remained at my apartment for about two months, learning English in most of my time, cooking only for myself when I felt hungry, sleeping when I couldn't wake up, doing houswork once two days-----all these are my routine life. I enjoyed being alone, quiet and uninterrupted execpt occassional uncertainty between I was abandoned by the world and the world was abandoned by me .
My brother has been worried about my life. He believed that I should have my own family , with husband and children like common people. He tried to convince me by the fact that his younger sister-in-law got married last month with a man she met online. I had never done such thing because I was afraid of meeting a liaer which would not only waste my time but hurt my feeling as well. I am inexperienced about making a new friend through the intrnet. "Look on the bright side." My brother said.
One day after I wandered aroud the familiar websites, such as yahoo, sina, womanfriend, hongen, 163,and so on and so forth, I went in Loveinhere which I had never been before. I saw a column called "the heaven of marriage" , then I clicked it. There are thousands of people registered all over the country ,boys and girls under the age of 23 in university, businessmen or officers, peasants or workers, engineers or writers, divorced or unmarried, bachelors,masters and doctors." Maybe I could find one." I thought to myself.In order to obtain the information I want most in the shortest time, I seeked by using the search engine. I inputed the words and numbers : age,30----40; height,170cm----185cm; sex, men; education background, bachelor, master, doctor. Then clicked the "search". There are six pages of the roll, total number is one hundred and fifty. About half of them posted photographs. I browsed the personal materials one by one. One hour past, I failed to find one because the place someone lives is too far or the professions someone involves in is strange to me or is the one I don't like. Then I went on browsing. Hee! That's it.
This man is 34 years old with a height of 177cm, working in the Public Secutity Bureau in the nearest neighboring city and unmarried. The thing he hates most :lie. I took notes about his informations including E-mail address and the mobilephone number on a piece of notepad. But I was not sure he had got his beloved girl or not. In the following morning, I sent him a short message through my cellphone. It reads: Dear Sir, could you please tell me wheather you have a Mrs Right or not? "No, I haven't. I have been looking for one. Could you tell me something about you?" The men sent a message back to me immediately."I am 161cm, 31 years old,bachelor diploma, used to be teacher. For the recent two years, I have kept on learning English.""Don't you need to work?" "No, I stay at home preparing myself for a test." I told him all the fact."Glad knowing you. Now I have to attend a meeting about the prevention of SARS. I will call you later."
In the evening of the same day, when I was doing the listening exercise, my cellphone rang. "Hello. Good evening." I answered."Hello, it's me. What are you doing now?""I am studying.""Oh, I am calling to tell you not to stay up too late and take care of yourself. Have you heard of "the art of life is knowing how to hold it and how to let it go"?" There was a note of concern in his voice."Thank you." I said cordially. "When will the test be hold? and what can I do for you?" He asked."One and a half month later. There is nothing you can do for me. One thing I hope is the test would not be put off.""Good luck."
Then things followed like this, he gave me twice or three calls a day, exchanging our thoughts, sharing our feelings about new events, telling one's old story to another.Three days later, I recieved his call while I was having my meal."Good evening. Have you had your dinner?""Not finished yet. I am still eating.""What do you have for the meal.""Oh, a bowl of rice, a plate of the scrammbled eggs with tomatos. " I told him.Just at this very moment, I heard a tender voice from a little girl, about two or three years old, "Daddy, Daddy,Daddy,Daddy" The sound got nearer and clearer."I 'll call you back then." He hung up his phone before I said goodbye.
N0, He is being a father. I thought.
What I thought turned out to be a truth. I wonder what motivated such person to acquire his pleasure at the expense of other's true feelings.
