I believe year 2003 to be my unlucky year. I failed several important things
in this year. The most depressing thing is that I failed not because of my own
reasons,but some unexpected affairs. Later in last year I could not but have to
try to find a job. I remembered one afternoon when I was on my way to meet an
employer who was interested in my online resume. I passed by a bridge and
decided to take a rest. It's still early for the interview. I stood on the
bridge and rested my arms on the parapets. The river below was highly polluted,
I saw black silt moving slowly in the water. And the wind smelled of a kind of
stink. I hate pollution and after a while I decided to move on. But suddenly
a white bird caught my attention. I was not sure what its name was but I thought
it was a sort of bird feeding on fish. I saw it fleeting near the surface of
the water,flying up and down like a spirit. I wondered how it survive in such
a bad environment:dusted,lonely, and I even wondered if there was any fish in
the river. I thought about it for a while,and suddenly when I recalled my
failures and several unsuccessful interviews,I found that I was just like the
bird:living in a bad environment,lonely,but still I had to look for some food
to feed myself...At that moment I really didn't know where the fun of life was.
I have managed to find a job now,and I will go to work the day tomorrow.
It's a big company,much bigger than the former one I was in.The developing
center where I will work in is made up of more than ten thounsand engineers.
The company is famous for not only its big scale, but its hard working. It's
still difficult for me to expect how I will look like after working in it
for a period, but I know that maybe the most exhausting days in my life are
awating me...
However I think it's a big chance for me. Wish everybody here good luck
and have lots of fun this year!
Dear friends,David,Mary,Charles,Jenny,Isabel,3Pan...(sorry I can't remember all of your names at this moment),pls don't try to comfort or encourage me,
I'm doing good :) but maybe I'll have to leave the forum for a moment.