Bachelor's Day is celebrated by those haven't had boyfriends and girlfriends in my school.And I gave my thanks to God at the very day this year for not falling in love with P.
Soon after the military training , my attention was attracted by a not-so - tall and not-so -handsome boy, P. He can sing while playing the guitar, he has got a good sense of humour and , he loves and is pretty good at English. Any of the three qualities can already grab my heart. And P is a person with all the three. It seemed that he was interested in me too. We always tried to do some things together. And we joked and laughed while walking together. Classmates thought we would most likely fall in love. And my roomates kidded me every night about P. More often that not , they began mentioning P with "Nature's dear P" .I even took it for granted that P had the delicate feelings to me as I did to him, and naturally we would fall in love. It's just a matter of time. And sometimes, I nearly told him what I really felt about him. I am happy that I didn't.
However, as time went by, I found out that P might not be the very person I wanted if what I searched was a forever love, though I enjoyed myself so much while with him. Because , first, born in a big city, P somewhat belittles those from smaller places. And this action really sounds rediculous to me, since I am a advocate to the religion that "all men are created equal". Sencond, he was somewhat arrogant. Having been praised by many teachers, he thinks his oral English is perfect and he is always trying to find faults with others' . It seems all right with me , since I can benefit from it , but it frustrates some others in our English corner. His arrogancy is especially exemplified by his bad attitudes towards the tuitors. He thinks them less able that himself,though he doesn't do anything that shows his " perfect ability". Finally, because once he even cheated in a quiz. He wanted to show the teacher that he was the best in our L-3 class. However, he didn't do enough preparations before the quiz because of his arrogancy. When he found out the quiz was not so easy as he imagined, he cheated. Though he just glanced at the others' paper for a few seconds, his action really lets me down. Any of the three weak points can make my blood boiled. But again, P is the person with all the three. Despite his shortcomings, P is undoubtly a outstanding boy. I fondly believed that I could help him little by little and we would be happily tagether. However , not long before Bachelors' Day, I realised that it was impossible. P's arrogancy "won over" me and made me " shut up" of myself. And the recognition that P newly fell in love with another girl really surprised me and hurt me a little . It seems to me that he always tries to send me a message "Do not approach me, I've already got a girlfriend" I can not joke and laugh in a usual way . Neither can he. Our relationship has become the pure classmates- relashionship.
Fortunatly , I am not too upset about P's not giving me a chance, for with patience, I didn't haste to fall in love with him.
I should thank P for not letting me wallow.
At last , may they happy!
