The dilemma of a college student

The dilemma of a college student Accidendally failed in the entrance examination,I was just one step away from a famous university I had been dreaming of.What else could be more miserable than one's dream turning out to be an illusion.For a long time,I was deeply frustrated,wondering whether I would be ranked "inferior" in the rest of my life.Suddenly,out of the deepblue,a sparkle flashed acoss my mind."Why should my lifebe determined just dy one exam?Why should I acknowledgebeaten?"Encouraged by parents and friends, I was ignitedagain. Later I was accepted by a second-class university.Setting my sights for the postgradulate admision test,Iworked very hard during the first two years.Soon,I becamethe top student in class and got the first prize scholarshipevery semester.I can feel the great confidence I'd never felt before.But behind the fruitful achievments,there's muchbitterness only myself know.One day,a friend of mine asked me"Hey bookworm,except high mark,what else can you show me?"For the first time in my life,I felt the overwhelmingembarrassment bursting inside me.Yes it's true.I don't know much about pop stars,I don't know much about video game.I even don't know the main streets of the city where I'm studying.I never go to the cinema or dance party,I never take part in any kind of social activity.Also never haveI read a book of literature.And worst of all,I don't havemy own love story.I did meet a girl who I loved very muchand I knew she loved me too.But eventually i gave up.I knewit required great responsibility I can't afford now.I tryto forget,but in vain.Sometimes my heart still hurts a lot.They say ,life in university should be colorful,but mine is so monotonous.I guess that's the price I have to pay,for everyone who sets his sights for the postgraduat admission test should work at it wholeheartedly,leaving everything behind."leaving every thing behind",sometime it turns out to be so cruel.But there's one thing i know for sure,if now,I go to enjoy the colorful life here,do not grasp every minutes working hard,when applying for job four years later,no one will look at me in a respectful way.So I prefer totaking the bitterness now,hoping to get a better situation.But freqeuntly I'm scared by the thoughts that after four years of hard work,if I failed in the end,will I find myself in a situation where loneliness is ahead, emptiness is behind. Even if I succeed,will I find myself to be emotionless, stolid and out-of-date.Will I? only heaven knows. However I just keep going,though,sometimes,with a little bit hesitation.

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