my first love occur when i am still in high middle school. i like my monitor very much,if oneday she didnt come to school, i would be worried all the day,i didnt know whether she know.finally,i cant bear iti must speak,i thought .then in a winter afternoon ,it's so cold,and the wind blowed roughly.i dated her,she came ,with red face .my heart beat fast,i cant think anything ,its all blank. so ,without a word ,we walked along the path beside our classroom,i made a mistake,i ought not to walk along the path which is so near to our classroom, we both didnt realize the what it would result in . i invited her to have a meal,she accepted. but only several hours later,all changed ,she told her mother ,and her mother phoned our teacher,well,that night i ... you know what it was meanin high middle school,and espcially,only half one year left before the exam of the entrance to the colleges and universities. the teacher went to my father's office room,ask him if i wanted to sit for the exam,my father was very angry,but he didnt scold me ,he never talk to me about love,its my mother's duty,my mother love me very much,even spoil me ,then she talk to gentally,i know she was afraid that i was depressed,she just tell me that i am still in high school,i should study hard,not for them ,but for myself. that night ,i wanted to cry loudly,i want to shout ,not for the so-called first love, but for the love of my parents .i must study hard,i must not make my parents disappointed,who love me so much. then i study hard ,just thought how to prepare the exam,not anything else. the exam come finally,and i was admitted to the college i am studying in now,all the things were gone with the wind.the monitor wrote to me when i just enter the college,said,she apologized to me ,she liked me too,but she just didnt know how to do when i dated her. i had no feeling ,i wrote to her sincerely,said ,i am still her friend,good friend ,all the thing had gone ,like the smoke in the wind....