My college life 14

Hi,everybody,how are u?Today is a rainy day.The rain is heavy.Do u know what i want to do in this weather?I want to stay at home badly with a quilt on my body.Maybe u will guess that i will hold a book and read it .No,u are wrong that is not me ,maybe silent zheng will do this.But me no way!I will watch TV instead.Today i did not do this.I chose the computer the internet.Because i longed for the chance of a talk with my own heart.On the net i can show my feeling freely.So i come. Last time i mentioned the girl told me she need the time to think it over.And over a period of time she told me that she like me .And she feel that i am a good boy and very humourous and happy with me.But she think we are too young to talk love .Our future is not definite,is not promised .I can understand her ,although her words make me sad. I am from Tang shan city.And my high school is NO. 1 middle school in Tang shan.In our class she does a good job at her study.But as for me i am not that good.And her parents place all their hopes on her.She can not afford this appreciation.So,after that we are still friends till the graduation.At last before she left school,she left me some words on my notebook.She said i am more like a big boy not a mature man.She hope that one day i will be a mature man.She wish me good luck. She was enrolled by Xiangtan university which is in hunan province.Well,i was enrolled by a normal university in Hebei province.She chose German language as her major.And i chose english as my major.After we went to the college ,we kept touch with each other by letters.In the letters we exchange our ideas.And she told me in her college some boys persued her .But she did not like them.And she did not want to tell them directly .Because she dare to do that will hurt them badly.And she said she missed the days in high school very much.She asked how to do with this thing.I told her love means that both sides are pleased with it .Since u don't like them ,u should tell them quickly.Or else the things will be even worse. And i know at that time i still like her and it is my fault that i think she likes me too.So i tell her i regard her as my girlfriend by letter.And she told me she was not .She just wanted to be my friend.What she said hurt me a lot.After that we did not write to each other.In this case i know one thing that "like" is not equal to "love". And this make me recall the film "Forest Gump" a good film which i like best.In this film Forest like Jenny very much .In his heart Jenny was his girlfriend.In this film he experienced several departure with Jenny.In one departure,before he went to Vietnam,Jenny told him that he did not what love is .And i think maybe i am like Forest,don't know what love is .I am not mature.I know i will experienced a time to build myself .To make me not only strong in body but also strong in my heart.Maybe it is long or short,but i must finish it by myself.Like a song says how many roads must a man cross before u can call him a man.I know it is the time for me to cross the roads. Do u know the girl i have mentioned before.She is shy girl ,who is from the same city with me.In her first year in the collge,she is very active.First,she is our monitor.Second through her own effort,she was chosen as a member of the college broadcasting station.Every friday evening,i can hear her program in the campus.Third,she draw the teachers' attention .They trust her .So,she went to the student union of our english department successfully.Her position is zu zhi wei yuan(组织委员）controlling collecting fees of members of youth league.I can say she is a hit in our department that time. As for me ,i think the togetherness is the fate.U can imagine we are apart for 9 years .And in right this university ,right this department ,right this class ,we reunite.It is a wonder.And in my class only she and me are from tang shan city.We can talk freely.Some one said the distance is a big problem in love.U can imagine if u are a student from Guangdong province and i am a student from Beijing . We fall in love in the college.So the problem is coming .After graduation we face finding a job.What can we do ?One of us should listen to the other.U know departure for young lovers is dreadful.Maybe for not a long time she or he will do not love u as before.Why?Just because u are not living together.If u are from the same city,so u can avoid this problem.And shy girl and i are from the same city.Furthermore,her family is rich.I can guess from her action.Her one-time haircut cost 20 yuan.What do u think?I think it is too expensive.Do u know the cost of my haircut at one time?3 yuan is enough.More over in summer nearly every day u can see that she drink a bottle of water bought from the shop in my campus.Do u know the price of one bottle of water ?2.5 yuan.Ok, i think u know her family is rich.But my family is not poor.My father worked in Shenzhen city .He operated a hotel.He is not the boss.He is employed by a Hongkong boss.His position is General Manager.And we have our own house in Shenzhen.Every summer i will go there to see him.So from the family i think we are suitable. Furthermore my roomates try to persuade me to persue her after they know our relation.So i want to have a try.But the only chance to be close her is the journey going home.Every labour day national day we will get several days off.Because we are newcomers so we will go home .And because we are country fellow,so i have the right reason to go with her .My chance is becoming on the train.On the train we talk a lot .I have said she is a open girl.She also like to talk with others.So we are happy.I do not feel any pressure with her when we are talking.Over several times going home,i think i must choose a right time and right place to show my feeling to her .I have told u i am the carder of my class.I control some trival things in my class .So in the class the only way to be close her is the duty.We are both carders.So sometimes we will work together.So the chance is coming .Do u want to know the result?ok,tomorrow i will tell u.(to be continued)

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