I am old enough to write about my personal feeling,twenty years passed, i
have so much to say ,happy things and displeased things flash into my mind, it is so complex to describle my feeling, but select some stories to show out, i think ,you can recognize me deeper ,actually, i am just a little girl.
I think I am a person who is very sensitive ,whatever you say ,whatever you act, i will devote all my energy to thinking what it means. Especially, you are a unnormal or important man to me.Somehow, it makes me even sadder, the way of
thinking is always change into a close one,not so open and sunshine. If you say
:"I do not agree with you, the reason is that..." something like that .i will refuse at once,whether what i said is reliable or not. But,it is my instinct ,i just can not change it, so an ambition adds to my personlity ,i am a strong man ,i
am a strong-minded one, you may say.
Actually,you do not look clearly enough to describle me, a good shape, a
serious face ,a strange way of living to you, there is a dazzle in your eyes.I will now give you details about me.
I am a girl who is very shy in public,even i have a strong mind to do things well,my little courage stop my action.I say to myself:"Why are you so worried about things will happen in a unlucky way, so depressed ,there are not anything you should be frightened heavily.If so ,success will always be your aim that is out of your reach.So , i will improve myself, do not so shy and afraid of losing face.
Also, i am proud of my conscience,i have a warm-hearted heart, i will help my friends, give them my hands, do them a favor, because of my shyness, my enthusiasm to them always change into nothing, so if you are my close friend ,you will feel that i am a lovely and kind girl,maybe you will love me even deep.
Something about study,i admit that i am a deligent and intelligent student,why can not i achieve great success, i think the way of studying is not so efficient,i mean i do not have a good method to study, always , i like study by myself , it is a very advocated way of study you may say, it will make us have the
ability to live by ourselves ,and make a decision quickly,but everything has its two sides, the disadvantage is that i will break away from teachers in the old
teaching system,i will be more harder in my to study well without teachers'instrument,so now i will also improve and change, with teachers, and i will open up
a way of study from now on.
As a girl, you may pay great attention to what am i like ,here, i will tell you ,i am a girl who have a great shape, and the height of my body is even perfect,and the mode of my face is wonderful, small eyes and not so-well skin is
a little problem ,so i want to say, i am beautiful,i will be a gorgeous woman ,my friend always says to me that if you dress youself up well, you will be outstanding ,maybe, but it is true, i am sure! But why i am still not so popular,becauce of the shyness, i think it is the root of preventing things to succeed,my shyness will reflect to others, they will think i am a girl who do not like smiling
,who do not like making friends,who is very anxious about life, so the distance
between us will of course be further and further,which make me feel frustrated,
especially to me, a feeble girl, who has a kind-hearted heart.
A lonely heart is developing all the way with my mind, but i am shy still, so improvement turns to be necessity will be success.Let me talk about a hot
and sensitive theme--love.We are still young, but love is also one thing takes
up my mind,even i know that if you want to be loved,first you should love others,and then meke yourself lovable,but i have to say that i am also a victim of love, i do not catch the happiness from sweet love stries,something prints in my
heart so deep.
Last year, a love story began.
A handsome and excellent boy went into my life, my whole life changed,
even today i am being changed .He is a boy who is very innocent in love,he is clever,and study well,had a kind-hearted heart ,first and foremost ,he is responsible for things he is doing,he is not a careless boy, i appreciate,and soon i loved him, he too, so that we are falling in love with each other.Because i love hom so much, i can give whatever i have to him, i can devote myself to maintaining
the love, but he changed. The god always gives me lessons,more and more tears can express my way of loving him, i can not say he is a swindler or he is bad, he
is not fit for me, the crucial reason is that we are still children.We do not have a mature way of thinking,too ideal.Different life aims and different backgrounds make us say:"dear,sorry,but i actually should try my best to make my mind
come ture."I have nothing to say besides that:"Oh, dear, do what you should do ,
i will not prevent you from doing anything ,you have your great future,and i am
proud of you,you---go head,i know you and i support it." It sounds very excited,
but it is the great love of all,if you love him, you should let himself select the way to live and study,do not make any complainment,and i change my endurance
into a common phenomenon that i am living as i like,i will not so childish any more .Love tells me what is life-realistic and ordinary.
So a new style of life should be show up,live with your heart,make improvement as you can, love others,and ,that is all.
