What Shall I DoAfter three sleepless nights the exam was over eventually, I am exhausted these
days. This is why I am absent from the forum so long. I think I will refresh in
coming days. Things, however, turn out to be unexpected . I met with some problem of marriage, my heart is broken.
Before the exam I promised that I would play with my daughter everyday. Because
of exam, I own my daughter so much. I think I will compensate and keep my words.
Yesterday evening, I and my daughter went to bed early, we sit in bed and played chess. After she lost all her chessmen, she began to cry. I could not help but
laughter. I told my daughter that failure is the mother of success and thought
I would let her win the game next time. My husband, however, was rather angry and torn up the chess plate. I felt sad in a sudden and told him that this was my
and my daughter’s business, he was no reason for doing so. Maybe my voice was too high, I don’t know why he slapped across my face. Tears ran down my face, I
couldn’t say a word. Only could I told him was that I would ask divorce tomorrow.
I am not an unreasonable woman, I am thoughtful and gentle in my family. Although my husband’s diploma is not as high as mine, even his salary is lower than mine, I don’t mind at all. Everyone has his own advantage, I never judge a person
by his appearance or diploma. I respect him and support him whatever he think.
I never think he will hit me again.
Five years ago, when we quarreled he hit me no reason. Then I told him if such thing happen to me next time he would lose me forever. I never think I will divorce some day. I don’t, however, have other choice. What shall I do, all the friends here?
Dragonfly with broken heart.
