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A letter of penitence
来源：洪恩论坛 Andy's Column
日期：2006-12-8
作者：kuaileliuyu
阅读：646 次
my coming to this world for 17 years,and my birth had some reasons,so my family took part of me very much,but I got the habbit of many shortcomings.
when I was a student in middle school,I did not do well in my study, I was even away from my class frenquently.1 often made fights with others,so 1 become a
rascal in my school during that period.why I can do that was that my home was very near my school.My mother who favoreed me a lot knowing something about me,she gave me a lesson and criticized me severely.From then on, she frequently was going to the school with me, fearing that I made mistakes as usual.So I often quarreled with her about that.My bad temper shapped at that moment.As time went on
,my temper go worse and worse ,if I lost my temper ,it was like a volcano eruping.She criticized me again and again ,but I did not correct my faults even feeled
she was takative ,espcianly her hash words made me uncomfortable,so when she schold me ,I resisted fiercely.and founnd excuse for whatI did.Once I was absent,
which was know by my mother,in order to let me go to school she nealy kneel down
to menace me.
I come to a key senior school by accident in Shaanxi province,which I never
expected.evenDid not dare in the dream to think.My home was vary close to my school,but I went home few times during 3 years.I did not miss my mother at all. I
wanted to do anything I like without being allowed by her . In high school I played ,fight as usual.as if where there was a fight ,there was my appearence.
after the National College Entrance Examination,my mother let me go to Shaanxi Normal University. All of a sudden.I found she was a fetter to me,if I wanted to be free I must get rid of this fetter,I opposed strongly.I thought my destiny should take responsibility by me but was not she.she wanted me to do what I
did not like.but she cryed a lot, I had no choice to submit to her to make her
feel happy,I was grieveed for a long time.I did not go home for several days.even I has written two articles as if full of my hatred to mother. I put these two
eassys in my QQ zone. one was called who can inspect my sadness, the other one
was called quietly falled in love with lonliness.
Afterward, a friend of mine fonnd me and leted me go home ,that time he talked a lot and he told me that my elder brother signed contract wiht a boss in shenzhen,I knew it meant that my brother would work there for long time.He also told me that it was my mother who leted him look for me, adding my mother hoped I can go home, she worried me very much, he also tole me my mother's felling
,if I too am far to her,she will fell lonly ,and hoped I can stay close to her because I was a child in front of her for ever and I can do nothing withour her becouse i did nothing at home .At last ,this friend of mine leted me stand in my
mother's angle to think about my mother'feeling
I thought hard using my brain.Only then I realised the piifulworld parents hearts meant. she expected me to be a dragon in the future.But what I did .Everything I did befor made her heart hurt deeply.I was so crud.I started to regret ,
regret all I did to her.Ia was too selfish,I never thought about my mother before.
Suddenly,I found my mother older than befor.lots of white hairs in her head and lots of wrinkles on he* **ce.My tear unconscious has flowed down. But what can
I do because I have hurt her deeply alreaady .I had no courage to confess my faults in front of her.Only to say sorry at the bottom of my heart.From then on
,I made a decision that in this world I had nothings to pursue if only everything I did make her feel happy.
Now I am a freshman.and my attitude is much better to my mother.Yes！I must change ,change my Shortcoming to my merit.I come a conclusion. whenever we all should stand in mother's angle to considere her feeling, if she lets us handle any matter. Sinceally, a peason who criticizes you is a real person we should trust in.only the stupid regard his mother's love as a fetter.
If I have a chance to go back 10 years.I will say at the top of my voice to
my mother "ma ma ,I love you forever"in front of her.contact with me .QQ 271718002.email sishui198@163.com.
