Frankly speaking,I love money very much, but no matter how I must earn it honestly and without any regrets.
Well, since I was a little girl, I have known how important money means to an ordinary people, especially to a people in need. I was born in a humble and extended family, and we were living in such a small and simple house, if things happened now, I really can’t imagine how we could have lived in such a narrow house, but we have made it and now everything is ok, maybe it’s something called wonder.
When I was young, I remember both my parents got up early and rested late everyday, just because they wanted to support our big family. And sometimes my elder sisters and brothers would be asked to help them, only me and my younger sister were very lucky and rarely being asked to work, I guess all because we were too young compared with our elder sisters and brothers.
Though my parents worked hard, seems things not so going, I think everyone who has known those days will understand the conditions easily, while they complained nothing and even worked harder and harder. Now when all the past comes back to me, except exclaiming how great my parents were before, sometimes I doubted why they wanted to have so many kids, hehe, personally speaking if they didn’t want to have so many of us, maybe I will never have chance to be here to talk to you guys, but it’s really a big burden even if my parents were rich enough.
Poor as our family was, I never dared to spend even a small penny casually. I remember one time, one of my grannies came to visit us, she’s kind enough and left several yuan RMB to me before she went back but I kept it a secret till I lost the money, and I cried for it, mother punished me seriously after she got it, that’s my impressive experience my mother has ever punished me in my life, later on she never punished me as heavily as that moment. Also at that second she made me know the importance of the money to a family not too rich.
Later I went to attend school, I dare to say, during all my school time, I have been careful about money, and rarely tried to spend it as if I were a rich lord though sometimes I have a lot of money in my wallet. I guess that’s why my parents preferred to let me keep the money by myself, every time, when I came back home from school with the money which was saved by me.
Even now, I spend money as carefully as before. I am working in an individual Co. due to my work, I need to go for my business trip 4 or 5 times one year, and every time it will spend me half a month of so. I must say that my boss is generous in money, you know no matter who goes on his business trip, he may get the money he’s spent during his trip back from my boss no matter he’s got formal invoice or not. Which gives somebody a chance to make money out of him, but I never try to do that, money is really a charming thing to me, you know it can buy everything you want to have, but I must get it honestly.
Every time when I end my trip and come back to my Co. some of my colleagues will ask whether I have bought something specially, I tell them nothing, which often provokes their sigh, how come you’re so economical! I don’t care about what they say at all. Maybe they have thought I could buy something with our Co. ‘s money, that’s really a good deal if I want to. Well, I know there are exactly some people in our Co. will do like that, but it’s not my business , at least I will never do like that in my whole life. You may use others sometimes, but you could never take advantage of others all the time.
I just would like to be what I am all the time. Still I love money very much, guess what you will feel when you face with a wonderful fashion but merely find that you can’t afford it at all.
Maybe I could never earn enough money to fulfill many of my better dreams, I will love it all the time and earn it honestly and spend it happily.
Never seek to tell thy loveLove never that told could be
Riichen
