今天无事,无意中翻开以前的日记本,记载着我曾经所经历的那段让人心碎过无数次的日子。现在我把摘下来,作为对大学的爱情一种怀念吧。
1ST OCT SUNDAY SUNNY
Today is the National Day, so I took myself a leave. I just wanted to give me a haply and comfortable day.
In the morning, I was lonely in this dorm. While I cleaned off my table, I suddenly found a photography, which you and I took last year, that day is on 17,Step, I remembered it clearly, when I attended the National computer Brand II with your company.
At that time, we only had known each other for about two monthes, you deeply loved me and I also awfully loved you. That period is never forgotten and very happy to me, we loved each other deeply, I was one part of your life, you took care of me everywhere and every time.
So when we reached XXX University, we took a photo, which was unique for us. Although that day was raining and cloudy, we still found all around us was lovely and beautiful.
While looking at this unique photo, my eyes were filled with tears. Happy and unforgotten time had gone, only left sadly memory. Time is so cold, after one year, we broke off; I lose my lasting lover forever!
Ohm dear, where are you now and what are you doing now? Why are you so cold that you leave me forever? Am not I your unique lover? Do you forget the past time when we spent together? Do you forget that you should love me only and take care of me all your lifetime? Do you forget my love for you? Do you forget all that happened in this year? Do you forget your promise? Do you forget any things? ...
You changed so greatly that I couldn’t recognize you and believed what you said and did. You leave me alone just because of your some objects. Then your world is bright and full with sunlight, however, mine is filled with dark and despair. Why are you so cold-hearted? Why do you hurt me again and again until I wholly break heart? I don’t know all you did. I don’t know my beloved lover was so cold that broke my all dreams, you put me a abyss that cannot be mearsured, then turned back, never glancing at me!I so love, and hate you, my lover!