WE ARE BOUND TO PART bye, my love

I should had known better how to love. i learned an effective way to attract boys' attention when i'm still a primary school student. but god seems to like playing a joke on me..all the time. i never failed to have an unhappy ending with my boyfriend.. every time.i fell in love with a boy in high school. everybody said he wouldn't have any favor towards a girl cause he's kind of a bookhunter. nothing's more significant to him that his beloved books. but i passed him some small papers everyday, asking about some technical questions.(though i don't like discussing such questions, i just want to attract his attention.) day after day he became accustomed to receive my paper and answered my foolish questions with a whole page. at last, as i had expected, he asked me out one day and said i was so donsiderate and he had some chemistries between we two. i got wildly happy, of course and our formal love relationship began. after that moment, out two year and a half marathon love made its first step. i know he care me so much. almost every morning he'd come a long way to my door and wait for me to go to school together. he knew my maths was poor and he'd prepared me a test paper one night before,accompanied me to finish it at noon,made scores for me and correct it with me. he'd bicycle miles to KFC cause i wanna have a breakfast there...but we are bound to part.somebody says he's not my equal at first. and now i guess that's right.i love him then because of his intelligence. he always got the highest score in science even in such a key school. he never let the teacher down and can cope with really complicated puzzles. he can write extremely beautiful articles which quote sentences from some profound masterpieces. he's not handsome though i was reluctant to accept the fact. i could feel the gaze passers-by gave us when i walked with him hand in hand in the street. the peer pressure is so strong and inevitable. so i studied to walk with my head down. i hate this feeling, i hate when people walking by, they giggled. as if they were murmuring about why these two would start the relationship. that's true. we two are totally different creatures. he's somehow ugly and i'm kind of the opposite. but how much do they know about us? why the world seems like to judge a person only by his or her appearence. why they are so much willing to interfere in others lifes by giggling and murmuring. maybe i'm oversensitive somehow, but i can bear it no more.i guess he sensed this odd phenomenon as well. he tried to avoid holding my hand in public. and his smile wasn't as gorgeous as before. after graduation, he asked me out as usual. but this time, i could smell the difference. he gave me back all the papers i written him and said we were two people from two different world. he owe me a happy life i deserved and he could never pay it off. cause he wasn't able to, no matter how hard he tried. tears streaming from my eyes, i didn't say a word. time goes by. love has died away, thanks to the time, i'm feeling no pain any more. but i just want to say, sometimes you pay a giggle or say some bad words unintentionally, for you, it's nothing, but for others, maybe it's really something.i once wrote a lyric. and the title is I WISH U COULD LOVE ME.I should know better how to love. and all of you, too.

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