My sister was only two years older than me,before she got married,each holiday,i always spent about one week with her in their small shop which belonged to the state at that time.We seemingly had endless thing to talk about.She moved to Wuhan with her husband after being married,so i didn't have many chances to meet her since then.I only met her twice before she left for another world since we were in different cities.I was quite shocked when i heard her sever disease,but just assumed that she would pick up soon as she was just in her thirties.it was not long before i got a call from my elder sister about her death.For several days i couldn't get out of the deep sorrow and kept blaming myself why i didn't get a few days off to visit her,now i have lost the chance to talk to her face to face forever.
Two of them were the persons i loved so much,but they left me forever no matter how much i wished it was just a dream.Before death,mankind shows little power.I had no way to know if they had any regret before they closed their eyes.But i did know they had lots of concern and worry remained in this world.Can we find any way to feel less regret or worry before we leave? Probably your answer is no,but i'd like to tell you,it's possible and practical.That is to take everyday as the last day of your life,take everyday as an occasion,do not think you have lots of tomorrows.Actually what you have is only today,for yesterday is history,tomorrow is future, so you should do your utomost to make today meaningful and valuable.If you have such a life attitude,most of the problems you meet in your life will become easier.What's more,you won't waste your time on some meaningfulless issue.
Some women as my age tend to save each penny for their kids or other use in future.I don't.I buy fashion clothes as long as i can afford it so that i look more like a professional woman.When i noticed my parents' house was not strong enough,i gave them money to build a new one.When my colleagues know each month i have been sending one forth of my salary to my mother-in-law since i knew her son,they couldn't understand it.Three years ago,when only a few knew what was chatting-online,i have two personal computers in my home.Now my husband has become an expert on computer around our town while some of them still think it's a waste of money to buy a computer since we have TV set and DVD.My son can make a simple breakfast for himself and at times prepare one for me if i get up late,i also teach my hubby to cook on weekends.My students can feel my love to them in each class,so some of them called me telling me how much they missed me when they were having their winter holiday.Above all,i do what i think worthwhile everyday .
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