please give me some advice!

This is my first time to post such a long article here, as i really don't know what I should do.I am a 24-years-old girl. I am born in an ordinary family and born an ordinary appearance. I can’t imagine such thing can happen to me. Last month, I went on business to another city, there I met a middle-aged man, who has been married and has child. I don’t know what time the story began. On Sunday, I went to the downtown to have a travel, he had been wanted to appoint me for a long time, but I refused and told him I would go with my colleagues. When we were on the way to downtown, he called me again and again, to my surprise, when we arrived the square, he had been waiting there for about one hour. The whole day he became our guide, as he is a native there.My working place is far from the downtown, the following several weeks when he was free ,he will take 1 hour taxi to my company, and very time he could bring a lot of fruits. First I didn’t want to face him, as I think such a married man is not a good person. Maybe time can change something, he invited me to dinner several times and I refused several times, but one night I accepted his invitation. He ordered four expensive and nutrious dishes which I haven’t seen before. He always said we were too hard outside, he just wanted to give me some care. All the dinner, he gave me enough care, just like brother or uncle. But after dinner, when I insisted on returning dorm, he pulled my hand and hold me in his arm. He said a lot of honey words, I just wanted to get out of his arms. He hold me tightly and kissed me forcely. Even now I don’t know why he can change so fast.When I was in high school, before the entrance examination, I got a strange illness. From then on, when I got nervous I could get faint, it’s terrible. That night when I was faint again, he was feared. Fortunately nothing happened that night. When I got sobriety, he steered at me and spoke out a mad words: let me care for you, and I can treat you well and I can give you everything you want, even he said he would book a room for us. I was terrified and took a taxi to dorm.That was a terrible night. But I can’t tell anyone this thing. The rest night I stayed with my colleagues and nothing happened. But the next morning my nose began bleeding, I knew the reason. My director asked me what’s the problem, the only answer is nothing. The worst thing was that that night, when we were out for dinner, I got faint again without any symptom. My director and my colleague got feared facing such a terrible condition. They took me to hospital, I knew my health too much, I had to have two injection on their insistence.When we came back to dorm, it was midnight. All my colleagues were around me and took care of me, I said nothing. As last I told my director the reason, and he companied me to phone that person. But his cell phone is off power. I went to bed at about 2 o’clock., maybe no long as I got slept my nose began breeding again, the bedclothes and pillow became the sacrifice.From that night that person hasn’t stopped sending me message and phone call. I hold off all of his phone. But he found out my company’s telephone number, and phoned me directly to my office. I was forced to redial him outside. I said I was ill and how pity I was, the purpose was not to stop him bothering me. After the telephone I had a rest in the dorm for the bad health. That night after work, he was in front of my dorm again. I haven’t went down the stairs but he send message to me and told me he would wait for me until I came down, about one hour it was getting dark, I appeared before him. He said nothing except sorry. Then he left leaving a lot fruits and nutrition. The following days, he sent wishes to me everyday, and he would come to visit me when he wasn’t on work. Everytime I just met him around my company as I knew this is a strange city to me. His sincerity moved me. When I was going home, I accepted his invitation again but the premise was we were around my company’s restaurant. That night he ate nothing, just had two bottle beers. During the dinner, he said a lot about his family, from his words, I can see he is a good husband and father. His wife has been ill for several years, he can treat her as before. Especially when he speaks oh his sun, he always smiles. But he said he had fell in love with me at the first sight, I can’t believe. He said a lot after drinking. When we finished dinner, it was 10 o’clock. On the way to my dorm, he hold me in his arms again. But this time I didn’t know why when he kissed me I accepted. When he put on further request, I refused angrily. He hold me tightly, but he was afraid of my health. Finally I got out of his arms and went straightly to my dorm. When I finished bathing and washing, I found him still waiting outside. My cell phone was keep on ringing. I went down again, he just said sorry, sorry. I said nothing just let him return back. .To my surprise, the next morning when we began work, he was still there, his face was pale. I said nothing and went to work again. At noon I received his phone again, he said he went to downtown on foot, it’s about 100km. He didn’t eat anything four meals. How could he walk home in such a hot weather? From that phone, I haven’t received his phone for two days. The third day noon the familiar sound rang again, I grasped my phone nervously, unfold my cell phone, the other side was a feeble voice. “What happened?” I asked eagerly. “you can’t imagine, I am in hospital now. that day before I arrived home ,I got faint. My friends arrived and sent me to hospital. Nothing serious” that feeble voice answered. He hold off the phone hurrily. At first I couldn’t believe, I phoned him again. It’s the truth. The following days I called him everyday and gave my best wishes to him. I think even an ordinary friend should do these. Time flies fast. I must return back. He was still in hospital. I gave him a phone and went home.But when I arrived the station, he waited there, with a feeble face and a vulnerable body. His business is between my city and his, so he said he would go to my hometown to see me. Then I got up the returning train. When I just arrived home, my cell phone rang again, it was him: I am in your railway station, and I want you can company me to inject. I will wait you until you comes. His voice was still feeble. I put down my luggage then returned to the station. He seated in a long chair, when I saw me, he got up and looked happy. The whole morning I companied him in the hospital. I recovered my former life, my former company, old colleague, my boyfriend. But we still keep in touch with each other, during this time I referred several times for breaking down the connection. Evreytimes he got sick again and begged me to pity him. He said he just want to keep in touch with me and when he came to my city I could come out the meet him. What should I do? I told my boyfriend all these things, he wants me to keep him away. I tried several times, but when he expressed the pitiful appearance and the feeble voice ,I changed my mind again, I think time should change everything. What should I do? Dear friend, can you give me some suggestion?

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